Dear diary,
I know, i know...it's been few days since i've blogged...what can can i do??? I was sick!!! Due to the sudden chance of weather in Malacca (a sudden heat and a few days of chilling rain), i was officially declared bed sick!!! It started with a fever and a bit of a flu. Then, it somehow brought back my cough and then...asthma!!! I get my last attack when I was 18!!! It has been almost 2 and a half years from that time!!!

I got my attack on Sunday nite. I was back from my Play Prac and was considering if i should go to the hospital for a nebulyzer. Since my last attack was so many years back, i consider that my body is well enough to pull through this. So i did my daily b4 bed routine by brushing my teeth, washed my face and then drank a cup of hot milk and ate some bread. After that, i decided to lay at my mum's bed for a while. Using my past experience, whenever i get an attack i won't be able to sleep well on the bed because i will get distracted by those loud 'wheezing' sounds coming out from my lungs whenever i draw breaths. My nightmare has happened, i really COULDN'T SLEEP!!!

So, i got up from the bed and asked both of my parents to check if i am really on asthma attack. Both of them said 'YES!! And you need to be sent to the hospital right away!!!'. 'Oh damn!!!' was all that i can thought of at the moment. Sighs~i went to change my clothes whilst my dad went to take my health report. It was a piece of a yellow card which recorded all my past asthma attacks and all its details. They say that whenever i present them with this card i can get immediate medical attention!!! That's the wonder of this yellow card!!! Not many ppl can have it u know!

It was around 12.20am when my dad dropped me in the hospital. My department is the one and only famost-Emergency aka ICU!!! The doors were closed but when the guard at the door saw me with my magic pass (my yellow card), they immediately opened the door 4 me!!! Then, i was surprised that they immediately gave me nebulyzer!! In the past i had to be examined and confirmed by a doc 1st b4 they will let me have any of them!!! Well, i was impressed by the way they attended to me. However, i was shocked by the scene when i reached the room. There were so many young children with the age of 4-5 yrs old and a few uncles! They were having breathing problems as well!!! Compared to mine ( i could still talked properly), it was considered mild...

I was given nebulyzer...den all i could think is to breath in and out properly so that the medicine can take effect on me. So, i thought of how i normally breath when i am swimming. Open my mouth to take in ample of air and breath out through my nose! So, i was actually imagining myself in MbMb swimming while i can actually taking my nebulyzer!!! Funny eh?! My friend Adrienne sms-ed me when i was half way through. She was glad that i am now under treatment. Then, there were these Malay uncle. He couldn't breath properly and was having a hard time. So, the paramedic gave him a pulse check. My goodness! His pulse was racing and they had to wad him!! Later, a young Malay girl came in with a wheelchair. She was so sick until she couldn't even talked other than frowning (she was suffocating)!!! Half way through, she went limp for a while because of the medicine!!! Luckily she din passed out! As for me, i was having shaky hands and my mind was swirling due to the medicine. I looked at them and just pitied them. What else can i do??? There were kids around me vomiting after their nebulyzer (i used to be like that too, cz ur pipeline is being enlarged back, so too much air in ur lungs can cause u this feeling of swirling and vomiting), and all i could do was juz looked at them with helpless eyes...

I sat at the chair for like 40mins after my nebulyzer (it's the rules) and replied A's sms. Then, i juz took a nap while waiting for my doc's call. Luckily, i passed through my 1st nebulyzer and was allowed to go home!!! Yahoo!!! Do you know how tiring it could be if i were to go for a 2nd round?? Not only another round of nebulyzer for like 40mins and another round of waiting!!! So, I really thanked God for helping me pass!

At the pharmacy counter, the chinese officer gave me my usual Sulbotamol, a packet of while tablets inside, and Erythromycin. The 1st one is my usual asthma medicine, the 2nd one is for i donno wat oso, bt he said i only hav to take it once and 6 tablets at once!!!! The last one is for de-toxin.

I went home at around 2.30am, and had a bread and a cup of hot milk then ate up all my medicine! I couldn't really sleep at night cz the medicine is so heaty and my room wasn't really air-coned!! Still, was grateful that i was alive and could breath properly again!

My past few days of post-asthma attack wasn't as nice as i thought. My hands trembled like mad, my head was heavy, drowsy and i was very thirsty all the time!! I din know what to do, so i juz lied down on the bed and tried to catch some sleep. However, the hot weather wasn't any good in helping me to sleep at all!

Last nite, I finally get my nicest sleep!!! I sure hope that I can get well soon. According to my knowledge, an attack like this will take months to recover and months of no cold food or even drinks!!! So, bye bye to my cray life and all those nice foods~~