离别

See this picture?? It's my class photo took in 2004 before our SPM. We went back to St.David to arranged tables and chairs for our SPM. That, was also our last opportunity to take a full class picture of 5sc1.

I really thank God for having given many unforgettable memories during my schooling years. My wonderful bunch of friends. I will never forget those days when we had to strive hard for our grades, slapping each others' back, teasing one another, quarrelling, fighting, sharing each others' jokes and problems,...etc etc... We had such wonderful times spent together!!

Now, all of my friends are leaving for their studies. One of my friend even cried because of this. After we all go for our studies (though I'm still in MLK MMU), we can hardly meet each other anymore. She's true... things will never be the same again without my friends around. Of course, I still have my MMU, church and other friends; but friends journeying with me from young is hard to find! Our bond is strong! Knowing the fact that they won't be staying in Malacca for long really hurts me. Though it might sound stupid, but I really felt like crying now! I can't bear the fact that I am about to be separated from my school friends from now. Yes, they will come back for their holidays, but still I WILL MISS THEM DEARLY!!!! oh, why can't we study together in a same class like before???? oh...... :(

Some of my friends will be leaving on this Saturday. I sure will be crying again because I just can't stand separation!!!! Deep in my heart, I want to wish my friends all the best in their future undertakings. I will always cherish the friendship we earn and it will not perish no matter what!

~*Though it's hard to let you go, in the Father's hands we know, that a life time's not too long...to live as friends*~

THANK YOU MY FRIENDS FOR MAKING MY LIFE BEAUTIFUL

A lesson about FORGIVENESS

Last Sunday, my church priest gave a very wonderful sermon about FORGIVENESS.

He started off with a lists of quotes. There were quotes from Mahatma Gandhi, Mother Theresa, George McDonald,... Many of them touched me!! I didn't know till then how powerful is the ability to forgive. It wasn't always an easy way for me to forgive people. Until now, I am still struggling to forgive some of my friends who have hurt me in the past. Often enough, I allow myself to go back to the shadows of the past and let it take over me. The sermon really did made a BANG on my head! It's time for me to wake up!! 'You will not be forgiven unless you learn to forgive', ' You will not experience love unless you learn to forgive', 'Don't expect people to forgive you until you forgive them',....etc... Wow!!! This is HARD!!! How??? How??? I have many things in my mind playing at that moment. Can I forgive others? and allow myself to be hurt again and forgive again and again?? Can I? I know it's not easy, but I have to try. Taking my first step is a very challenging one.

The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.-- Mahatma Gandhi

Know all and you will pardon all. --Thomas A’Kempis

To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover the prisoner was you.—Unknown

Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were. --Cherie Carter-Scott

He who cannot forgive breaks the bridge over which he himself must pass.--George Herbert

Forgiveness is a funny thing. It warms the heart and cools the sting. --William A. Ward

To err is human; to forgive is divine.-- Alexander Pope

Humanity is never so beautiful as when praying for forgiveness, or else forgiving another. --Jean Paul Richter

Forgiveness is choosing to love. It is the first skill of self-giving love. --Mahatma Gandhi

A happy marriage is the union of two good forgivers. --Robert Quillen

Forgiveness is the giving, and so the receiving, of life. --George MacDonald

"If we really want to love we must learn how to forgive"-Mother Theresa

I WANT TO LEARN TO FORGIVE

Gamma year! Here I Come!!!

haha!! How r u all?? Long time no see lo! okok, I know my English is superbly broken....back to normal...

My 3 weeks long holiday is finally coming to an end. I really thank God that I didn't wasted all my time. During my holidays, I went for a 'Set Free' Retreat in Good Shepherd Seminary, badminton, 'yum char', MP & DP, PnW meetings with Kellyn, endless of CFM meetings, watching all kinds of Taiwan Young Teenage drama, bringing my relatives around Malacca...etc..So, I guess I didn't wasted all my time!!

Few days ago, I finally got my Beta 3rd sem results. I passed all my subjects, but my results are like SHIT!!! My CGPA is lower than 3.00!!! Oh my oh my...now how am I suppose to face my AA next sem??? Die!! DIE!!! I'm sure going to be drowned by all kinds of nasty remarks!!! Next semester, I'll be going up to Gamma year. Means I'm another year ahead now. Subjects are getting harder....If I continue with my current attitude of studying, I doubt that I can even get pass my 2.9+ CGPA. It's time for me to do something to save myself from this drastic mess!!! No more fooling around with friends, talking during lecture class, skipping tutorial works, fooling with my assignments, and doing some last minute study!!!!!

These were some of the plans me and Rachel had in mind to change for our next semester. We HAVE TO TRY OUR BEST in our studies starting from now!!! Wish us luck friends, we must not disappoint ourselves and our beloved parents.

A Tour with the Americans in Malacca

Yesterday, my aunties from KL decided to bring their American relatives to come to Malacca for a tour. MY aunt's car arrived at 10am while the other car (unfortunately spoiled at Seremban) arrived at 2pm. The earlier ones went to Bkt Beruang for their lunch earlier on. The latter ones unfortunately didn't had time for their lunch because they were rushing for time to go around Malacca. So, my dad brought his car to escort the other two cars around Malacca. We parked our car behind the OCBC bank car park and started our Malacca Tour. It was in the 3-4pm, the weather wasn't pleasing at all!!! Hot, hot and VERY HOT!!!! Obviously, the other 3 American Chinese relatives were having a hard time walking under the sun. Our 1st station was the Clock Tower. A very famous tourism spot in Malacca where all the tourists sure will stop by to buy some souvenirs or just take some pictures. Me and my sis even took the opportunity to take some funny snaps!! haha :P Then, our group splitted to two and I was supposed to bring them up the St.Paul's Hill. Then, here is the more exciting part! With a weather like this, nobody in the right mind will want to go up that hill because you not only have to bear with the hot weather, and you also have to climb up the stairs. Plus, the way up the hill is kinda long. Thinking twice, I decided to bring them there, seeing that it is one of the interesting part in Malacca Tourists spots. Sure enough, while on our way there, my poor outstation relatives were actually complaining under their breaths about having to climb up the stairs all the way up there and under the hot sun. As for me, I didn't really took notice of them because believe in 'No pain, no gain'. Anyway, this IS Malacca!!! Hot is our weather!! Besides, St. Paul's Hill IS a nice spot to go to!! Imagine the whole Malacca view is right in front of your eyes when you reach the top!! Doesn't that sounds satisfying??? However, I understand their feeling of Malacca. Sorry folks...this is Malacca...so, BEAR WITH IT OR LEAVE IT!!! At the top, my cute little relatives were having their fun time exploring the old church, watching some Portuguese singers singing, throwing coins into the wishing well (actually more like an empty graveyard; St. Francis used to lay there once). In order to motivate my fellow relatives to walk down the hill faster and more cheerfully, I told them about our newly opened Dataran Pahlawan Shopping Mall at the foot of the hill (I also added about the AC!!). Sure enough, their eyes went sparkling!!! Before going in DP, they stopped by to have some picture sessions at the A'Famosa and some cannons, rocks, iguana!! When we stepped into DP, we felt like stepping into heaven!!!! Those American relatives were showing signs of relief when they felt the cold air. i had to admit, it felt GREAT!!! After that, is SHOPPING time!!! Ladies went shopping, guys went loitering, kids went playing and the Malaccans did nothing....Since, I will be going shopping with my friends sooner or later, I just sat aside and watched over the kids and made sure my outstation relatives don't go lost. Still, at the end of their shopping spree, one of the American boy went missing and we had to search for him for near 30mins!! Phew~~ Thank God he has been found!!! Of course....back to the hot air...more complains...more sweat....we were heading back to our cars... Next station, we brought them to 'Tan Kim Hock'. My mum walked to Italy Bakery to buy them some tarts and 'sao pao'. Wow!!! We ate them heartily!! Finally ( I mean FINALLY!!!), they went to Pt. Kundur. Well, this place I don't have to explain much because I've been coming for camps in the Brother's Bungalow just opposite this beach and I'm quite familiar with it. It was sunset when we arrived. Me and my sis snapped some very nice sunset view at the beach and we were amazed at how beautiful our very own Malacca beach can look when we paid attention to it. After some sand and sea water kicking, we finally went back home (HOME HOME~~~~) We had our departure meal at home and they went back at 9 something at night. I managed to talk to the American guy before he went back to KL...hehe..*wink. Actually they were quite nice people, maybe we didn't had enough time to know more about each other. Their mum is a very elegant lady, her daughter is very fair and pretty while her son looks handsome; my aunt said he looks like Wu Yan Zhu-a Hong Kong actor. It was a very tiring day indeed!!!!