Cuci mata

Once upon a time, I asked a few guys during a yum char session, I said "Why do u all like to cucimata??? Do u all know that like this is very 38/ miang or not!" Then one of the guys stood up for them and said," U think u all gals not miang meh! U all everytime say we guys cuci mata is called miang that is because we daringly see girls in front of u all!!! Unlike you gals, when a hot guy walks past, you all pretend to be normal, then the whole gang will go into the girls toilet and together will scream OH MY GOODNESS!!!!!! DID U SAW THAT GUY????? HE'S SO HOTTTT!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAARRRRRHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

After hearing this statement, we girls couldn't say but laughed at how TRUE that statement was! Yes yes... I admit, we girls DO look at guys!!! Or maybe not ALL, but most of us do!!! When we are watching a movie, we will be paying attention at how good looking the hero is. While paying attention at the story, we will be observing the guy's jaw line, his cheek bones, his manly smile, his body, how build up is he, his muscles, 6 packs or 8 packs, how sexy is their posture, their height, how good they look in those suites, the way they kiss whether it was passionate or not, their tone,...and the list goes on!!! If I were to defend saying that we girls are NOT miang, I would be lying to myself.

Guys watches Porn when they are stressed out, we girls on the other hand don't have this privilege. So we switch to checking out cute/hot guys on the net. Most of us girls love boy-bands! The reason???? Simple! Because they are cute! Imagine this, you can listen to nice music, watching those cute and manly guys in the MTV singing, imagining that they are singing to us, absorb in the lyrics and at the same time CUCI MATA! This is like killing tonnes of birds with one stone!

Sometimes, we can even store the image of certain handsome guys in our head and run it through like a DVD player for the whole day! Cool eh!!!! Just because we girls don't say it out, doesn't mean that we are not LOOKING! We do observe the guys while we're on the street. Every guy that passes we do observe. It is the matter of which ones can catch our attention and give us a longer impression!

As for my way of checking out guys, I first look from their appearance. I will check out the way they dress themselves up, from their hairstyle til their sneakers! Next, I will check out their height, face and their body (Oops!). Then, I will observe the way they talk; whether it is Sissy, super Gangsterish or Normal. Lastly, the way they treat others (this one goes to a deeper level when I get to know them better, as in friends already). Unfortunately, so far I've only found one with 90% score. The other 10% goes to 1 of the criteria that he is missing....to bad for me...sob sob....

Of course, when we girls say we CUCI MATA, we meant it! It's just a part time hobby. When it comes to choosing boyfriends, our criteria 100% TERBALIK from the way we CUCI! It would be more towards their inner self and character. Our reason is because by the end of the day, a relationship surpasses all of the external wrappings. A present with nice wrappers but with a spoil gift inside, is like a super hot guy without a good character. However, a OK looking wrapped present but inside the gift is so precious, signifies a guy with a heart of gold!

Girls are being girls. In front we wail and scream at those super hot guys (especially Korean boyband, eg: DBSK, SS501, SuperJunior) and wishing them to be our boyfriends, but by the end of the day, we know that looks doesn't count. It is the character of the guy that can win our hearts!

So, to all the girls out there (including myself), CUCI-LAH MATA TAPI JGN OVERDO IT LA.... haha!!!!!!!!!! Adios!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

All work no play makes Mary a dull gal...

Sighs, life of a 9 to 5 girl isn't really my cup of tea. Every time when I reached home by 6-6.30pm, I'll be exhausted! Then, after some intensive work out at home ( I was too lady to drive out to my nearby gym or swimming pool) and a warm nice shower, I will feel like hitting the bed.

I really missed my life....I mean, my previous life as a student. Though I'm under training (which makes me partly still a student), I still miss it very much. I missed those days where I can go to class as stated in the time table, after class went chilling with my friends at the nearby cafe, chit-chatting till the dawn, hanging out till late nights and never had to worry about curfews! Every morning, we would just have to wake up and think 'Gosh, what classes we have for 2day ah??? Then after that wanna go where jln-jln???'. Shopping was and will always be our first priority!!!! Oh, the days of being a student....it was so carefree!!!! We didn't even need to bother when our alarm ring!

Now, we dread for the sound of the alarm to come...We drag ourselves from our comfortable bed to the washroom. Splash, splash, splash....water! Mint flavoured toothpaste!!!! Wake me UP!!!!!!! Then feeling half awake, we go to our wardrobe to take our formal clothes where we wear it like our uniform. Mon=purple, Tues= white, Wed= red, Thurs= Dark blue, Fri= Black......the list repeats itself on and on....

At work, we hope for lunch break to come....then we get to go out to get our 1 hour precious fresh air! After lunch, is our main challenge: to keep our eyes open despite of the drowsiness after taking in much carbs!!!!! 'Tick tock....tick tock.... we worked like robots....feeling nothing but to focus on our jobs and try to finished it with our might, non withstanding the fact that we had to fight that sleepy worm!!!!'. FINALLY, 4pm slowly slips in....another 5.30pm is coming!!!!!! Our spirits are lifted up little by little. Some will start to plan what goes after work, some will just rather stay and home and rest.

When 5.30pm finally emerges itself, our hearts will filled with joy!!!! 'Joy to the world'!!!! (~ I think I can dance out the door!!!!!) 'Faster, pack up!!!!! Chaoz!!!!!!!!!!'

And there goes another day of work....

Day in, day out...we spend our time in our office....it's like our 1st home than our own ones!!!!! I want my life back...sob sob....I miss my Uni friends..........I'm starting to miss everything I once had!!!!!

PS: Knowing that the journey is ending, gives me more anticipation!!!! I don't think it's good, cz I'm starting to miss my friends even more!!!!!!!!! Gosh, this is so....... I DONNO WAT TO SAY!!!!!

Just Random

Today I had a hard day at work. Some things didn't went well. I was really depressed with myself...thinking what did I do to get myself into this! But then, looking at the bright side, this journey is ending very soon. Just by thinking about it, has helped me to feel better.

At night, my best friend called to cheer me up. At times like this, a phone call and a warm concern can melt my heart. I'm really blessed to have such caring friends around me. Thank you God!!!! I pray that I will appreciate them always!!!!