Today had a long day in MMU. Classes followed by classes until 5:30pm. Then I had to rush to church for Station of the Cross followed by mass. After that straight went for Core Team Meeting. Phew~~ Life's a rush man! I nearly fall on the floor to sleep while during the Station. Thank God I still got energy to sing!

I still haven't started my FRS revision...die~~!!! How I hoped I got half the Gilbert's brain and a quarter of Gah Hung's brain! Then I can study easily! But then...back to reality....study la....

Kla, I wanna zz d....before I pengsan in front of the book....Wish me luck in my FRS revision!! I need them a lot!!!

Today, I had to rushed all my way to MMU coz I was actually late for my fliers giving turn at CLC at 12pm. I was 5 mins late (as usual...Malaysians~~). Luckily, there weren't any fliers left at that time and Calvin had to take from the photostat shop near the hostel which was packed with students during lunch break. Grabbing the opportunity, I went to the bank to withdraw some cash planning to pay for my Reader's Digest subscription. Today was the LAST DAY!! How can i missed it?! I must get my hands on my fav magazine!!!

After a few rounds of distributing fliers (yeah...finally Calvin came in with 1000++ fliers....), and some sneaking to the photostat shop (for my ID copy), I finally could passed up my subscription form to the uncle! Though he reckoned Times Magazine instead but I still orb ed for my Reader's Digest.

Class today was as boring as can be. I learned Fiscal Policy and had quite a hard time trying not to doze off. Thank God for Jim to help me to take down notes! (actually he wanted it for himself!) During my 5 mins break, I finally went and bought myself a hairband, vodoodoll and a fluffy HP bag!! I felt damp satisfied!! Really nice!!! :P

At night, I went for my Precious Session. It was about how to do the daily prayers from a prayer book! Me and Cornelia were actually STUDYING the book and found it quite interesting! (IF you've have the free time to actually practice it!!). I felt it was a fruitful session though I don't think I'll pray for 3 hours a day.

Then, on my way back, I saw this familiar car...sighs~~~ That car does brings back a lot of memories man....happy, very happy, slowly not happy, no more happy, tears, more tears, heartbreak, and NOW- Pinches of heartache. Sighs~~ time DOES flies! After so many months, so many things have changed. The feeling of me starring at the car from my window compared from last time and now is totally different. Yes, things are finally falling back into place. I once thought that this day would never come and finally it has arrived! Swiftly without a sound, it has arrived! My wounded heart is now slowly mending. Just waiting for the day for me to get heal totally!! Well, I also hoped for that day to come. Where I can breath fresh air, sing my heart out, feel the people around me and what's more! To be able to trust somebody and to fall in love again. I'm sure that's what every brokenhearted people longs for. A freedom of heartache!

That's all for today! I've got a FRS Exam comin and classes tomorrow. Gambateh!! Nitezzz!


过了好久,我也渐渐地开始放手了。从此,开始学习坚强地生活下去。
这首歌是续上回我伤心时的另一首歌。虽然不是什么自创的,但够我作为日后的警惕!
这首歌叫做心太软
你总是心太软 心太软
独自一个人流泪到天亮
你无怨无悔的爱着那个人
我知道你根本没那么坚强
你总是心太软 心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单相处太难
不是你的就别再勉强
夜深了你还不想睡
你还在想着他吗?
你这样痴情到底累不累?
明知他不会回来安慰。。。。。。
只不过想好好爱一个人
可惜他无法给你满分
多余的牺牲他不懂心疼
你应该不会只想做个好人!
喔,算了吧!
就这样忘了吧!
该放就放
再想也没有用
傻傻等待
他也不会回来
你总该为自己想想未来!!!

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Life is like a roller coaster. Fulled of excitement and fear. You have to challenge yourself to face your fears and scream your lungs out when you are at the peak of it! Above all of these, God is the controller. He's the one who's doing things through me. I believe that my plans in life has been planned by him even before I was born. Despite how unreal this may sound, I fully entrust my life into his hands....and pray for the best of it!