It has been some time since I last blogged. Much things have happened....
I am now working as an auditor in Deloitte, one of the Big4 firms. This is a job which I have never ever expected to be given! Remember when I first blogged about my future career? I totally blocked out Auditor from my choice of selection. However, God does things in surprising ways, He always give us what we have never expected! Somehow, it was the thing that we hated the most but it turned out to be the best thing that has happened in your life!
My work place is in Malacca, how lucky I was to be offered an auditing job in Malacca with a good salary. Being near with my family, church and friends, I have never ever felt so blessed! My job is always moving around. I will travel from one client's place to another to audit their accounts, which totally suited my nomad lifestyle. I get to experience different style of working and get to work in different environment.
Working in such an environment has enabled me to go to places. I've drove up to PJ for a full week's training in my Kancil and coming next week, I will be taking my dad's Toyota Vios down to JB for a week's of field work. I'm actually more stressed out to use my dad's car than my Kancil. Reason is mainly due to the fact that I don't own the car. I am so used to handling my manual car, now for me to change to an auto-high powered Vios, I'm super worried.
Sometimes I really envied my other friends which somehow managed to live their lives without the need to drive to outstation all the time. Somehow or rather, they will have a driver which is willing to fetch them to go anywhere, be in in the form of a bf or colleagues. I've always been the not so lucky one. I always ended up with no choice but to drive up to outstations alone or be the 'driver' of those 'lucky souls'... Yes, I am frustrated, but to think from a positive point, I'm becoming more independent now. At least in future, I have no problem to travel far.
Starting from tomorrow, I will be taking my dad's Vios to work. I have to start training myself to use his car, if not how am I going to cope with the traffic on the highway to JB next Sunday? Everything is so new for me. My dad's car, a new route to work and a new working environment! Honestly, I'm worried, but at the same time I'm very excited about my next adventure! I can't wait to meet up with my L2M friends in JB and to go around JB to try out their food, and of course, to visit some nice places. Hopefully, I can get to meet Fr Chris before he leaves for Rome!
Worries will always remain as worries. Each day we are given a different set of them! As per Fr Eddie," Don't worry of what comes tomorrow, for there are enough worries for one day!". So, I'm going to surrender all my worries to God in the form of prayer this whole week and also the week when I'm in JB. I pray for a strong heart, courage and also safety. Amen.
Today, as I was tidying up my cupboard, I found this chord book filled with 'Praise and Worship' songs. It was very updated even though it was printed in 2007. The songs that were included inside were complete!!! As I was flipping through the book, I found one page about 'Father's love Letter'. I was straightaway stunned on the spot because I once received this letter during my YE Camp. I was only Form 4 at that time. When I got the envelope with the letter in it, I was so touched! After reading through the letter, my heart felt a gush of warmness. It was how God will talk to his children. So, I'm taking this opportunity to share this 'Father's Love Letter' here in my blog. Hopefully, His message and love will touch your hearts!
My Child...
You may not know me,
but I know everything about you ~ Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up ~ Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways ~ Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered ~ Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image ~ Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being ~ Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring ~ Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived ~ Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation ~ Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book ~ Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live ~ Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made ~ Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb ~ Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born ~ Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me ~ John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love ~ 1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you ~ 1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your father ~ 1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could ~ Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father ~ Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand ~ James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs ~ Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope ~ Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love ~ Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore ~ Psalm 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing ~ Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you ~ Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession ~ Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul ~ Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things ~ Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me ~ Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart ~ Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires ~ Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine ~ Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager ~ 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles ~ 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you ~ Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart ~ Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes ~ Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth ~ Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus ~ John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed ~ John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being ~ Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you ~ Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins ~ 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled ~ 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you ~ 1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love ~ Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me ~ 1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again ~ Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen ~ Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father ~ Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is ~ Will you be my child? ~ John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you ~ Luke 15:11-32
Love, Your Dad,
Almighty God